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I think I have it figured out.
I think I thought I was falling in love with you.
I think I thought I was in love with you.
The beginning stages of love.
Fuck love.
I just wanted it.
I've never actually felt love.
That's why it feels like someone stabs me in the chest and the gut every time I think of you or
someone talks about you.
Because... I want(ed?) to love you.
want. yup. want to love you.
but i won't. ever.
silly girl. silly little girl.
I'll get over it... someday. When I find someone who is the same sort of insane.
I think I thought I was falling in love with you.
I think I thought I was in love with you.
The beginning stages of love.
Fuck love.
I just wanted it.
I've never actually felt love.
That's why it feels like someone stabs me in the chest and the gut every time I think of you or
someone talks about you.
Because... I want(ed?) to love you.
want. yup. want to love you.
but i won't. ever.
silly girl. silly little girl.
I'll get over it... someday. When I find someone who is the same sort of insane.