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Last night was the AVA and TBS concert in Mansfield, Mass at the Tweeter Center. It was SOO amazing! I went with Dennis, Jezzo(Josh), and Patrick. I was the only girl.. once again, haha, but it didn't bother me at all. I got a sick bright green zip up TBS hoodie. I would of gotten an AVA one, but $50.. no thanks. TBS was AMAZING.. the fans are incredible.. but some just completely pissed me off. Ya know the little teenage girl ones who are like 13 and think they're the shit for going and better than everyone else. Oh well though.. they didn't ruin my good time of just being myself. Got home around 1 or so.. not quite sure. Got up early to cover someone's shit in checkout for 3hrs.. I could of killed myself in the process.
During one of the TBS songs, I called my brother, Nick, so he could listen to it. At the end of the song, I yelled I love you, Nick into the phone, but I don't think he heard me, so I just texted it to him. I love my brother, even if we do get into our normal routine fights, but I deal and just give him his space for a while.
Anyways..
Today already sucks. I wanted to cry already. I really need learn more on how to control my tears and what I say to people. Dennis is pissed at me because I called him a jackass and last night, I guess I told him to shut the fuck up.. which I don't even remember doing. I tried giving him back the necklace he got for me for Valentine's Day and he just told me to keep it because he doesn't want it back.. I wanted to cry. He didn't really care that I knew I didn't deserve it. I love him A LOT.. it's been just about 6 months and I don't know what I'd do without him. I know very well that I said that about Alec and Colby, ect... but I'm surviving without them.. mostly because Colby=DOUCHEBAG and Alec was better off as my friend anyways.
I'm gona go and shower and relax and try to find something to do.
I Love You Dennis. You've made my life so better and so much more enjoyable!
-Meg-
During one of the TBS songs, I called my brother, Nick, so he could listen to it. At the end of the song, I yelled I love you, Nick into the phone, but I don't think he heard me, so I just texted it to him. I love my brother, even if we do get into our normal routine fights, but I deal and just give him his space for a while.
Anyways..
Today already sucks. I wanted to cry already. I really need learn more on how to control my tears and what I say to people. Dennis is pissed at me because I called him a jackass and last night, I guess I told him to shut the fuck up.. which I don't even remember doing. I tried giving him back the necklace he got for me for Valentine's Day and he just told me to keep it because he doesn't want it back.. I wanted to cry. He didn't really care that I knew I didn't deserve it. I love him A LOT.. it's been just about 6 months and I don't know what I'd do without him. I know very well that I said that about Alec and Colby, ect... but I'm surviving without them.. mostly because Colby=DOUCHEBAG and Alec was better off as my friend anyways.
I'm gona go and shower and relax and try to find something to do.
I Love You Dennis. You've made my life so better and so much more enjoyable!
-Meg-