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it's been a long week. got report cards and my lowest grade was C- with my rank 299. A LOT better compared to last year.
I've definitely been with dennis all week basically. i practically live at his house, lol, it's pretty sad. he's an awesome guy though, so it's cool. i got new shoes from american eagle for $20.. they're brown and pink. uh-mazing! well.. i pretty much have 2 jobs now, but still in shaws. i'll be starting in checkout really soon as bagger and cashier, but also working in produce. i'm pretty much excited! everyone in checkout.. i get along better with than produce. last night, i hung out with AMY FUCKING WILLIAMS!!!, nick, and dennis. we all went to chilis! it was sooo awesome seeing her after almost a year. last time i saw her was at my sweet 16.. almost a year. goddamn.=(.
you can definitely say and see that, i've changed since alec.. but pretty much for the better. i'm a happy person now and i love it!! i've become EXTREMELY close with Chris Scott and Brittany Baker. they've been helping me out the past week and a half with my troubles, which helps me out a lot, since i know i didn't have that extra person there for a couple of weeks. during art, i was informed that EVERYONE knows what happened between me and alec. its not the fact that everyone knows, it's the fact that no one told me that they opened their fucking mouths and decided to destroy my friendships with everyone, but as you can see... I don't really care anymore. ya know.. i may have lost my best friend, but i'm not making it a big situation because i could careless since i'm surviving just fine. jess and i talked about it and she doesn't care what happened because she knows more than everyone else does, since she heard my side of the story and not just theirs. it's all good. OH!! I yelled at phil the other day on the phone bc he called me... it was great. now we exchange nasty looks and i think it's hilarious. my new friends are awesome and i love them all to death, since they actually give me the time of day to explain myself and they all pretty much understand me and i like it.. a lot. haha. lunch is pretty much AWESOME!! I have all my best friends surrounding me. too many amazing times together. haha.
today i worked 8-2. came home and slept. it was wonderful! left with the fam to go out to eat then food shopping. went to shaws and i basically ran around the whole store looking for wytni, lindsey beaudry, dan, jon, ect.. it was funny. Wytni and I hung out in the breakroom talking to Lauren and Kendra, it was funny. my dad dropped me off at dennis' house, so that him and i could go out to a movie. we saw "when a stranger calls". i recommend that people see it! i believe i cut the circulation off in my arm, by squeezing it so hard when he had me wrapped up in his arms, lol, it was funny.
I'm out.. i gotta go to bed and get up early to leave for kittery trading post at 10 with dennis and his family, lol.
-Meg-
I luv u, dennis!!!
one month today.. amazing!
I've definitely been with dennis all week basically. i practically live at his house, lol, it's pretty sad. he's an awesome guy though, so it's cool. i got new shoes from american eagle for $20.. they're brown and pink. uh-mazing! well.. i pretty much have 2 jobs now, but still in shaws. i'll be starting in checkout really soon as bagger and cashier, but also working in produce. i'm pretty much excited! everyone in checkout.. i get along better with than produce. last night, i hung out with AMY FUCKING WILLIAMS!!!, nick, and dennis. we all went to chilis! it was sooo awesome seeing her after almost a year. last time i saw her was at my sweet 16.. almost a year. goddamn.=(.
you can definitely say and see that, i've changed since alec.. but pretty much for the better. i'm a happy person now and i love it!! i've become EXTREMELY close with Chris Scott and Brittany Baker. they've been helping me out the past week and a half with my troubles, which helps me out a lot, since i know i didn't have that extra person there for a couple of weeks. during art, i was informed that EVERYONE knows what happened between me and alec. its not the fact that everyone knows, it's the fact that no one told me that they opened their fucking mouths and decided to destroy my friendships with everyone, but as you can see... I don't really care anymore. ya know.. i may have lost my best friend, but i'm not making it a big situation because i could careless since i'm surviving just fine. jess and i talked about it and she doesn't care what happened because she knows more than everyone else does, since she heard my side of the story and not just theirs. it's all good. OH!! I yelled at phil the other day on the phone bc he called me... it was great. now we exchange nasty looks and i think it's hilarious. my new friends are awesome and i love them all to death, since they actually give me the time of day to explain myself and they all pretty much understand me and i like it.. a lot. haha. lunch is pretty much AWESOME!! I have all my best friends surrounding me. too many amazing times together. haha.
today i worked 8-2. came home and slept. it was wonderful! left with the fam to go out to eat then food shopping. went to shaws and i basically ran around the whole store looking for wytni, lindsey beaudry, dan, jon, ect.. it was funny. Wytni and I hung out in the breakroom talking to Lauren and Kendra, it was funny. my dad dropped me off at dennis' house, so that him and i could go out to a movie. we saw "when a stranger calls". i recommend that people see it! i believe i cut the circulation off in my arm, by squeezing it so hard when he had me wrapped up in his arms, lol, it was funny.
I'm out.. i gotta go to bed and get up early to leave for kittery trading post at 10 with dennis and his family, lol.
-Meg-
I luv u, dennis!!!
one month today.. amazing!