first day of school....
Yea so today was the first day of school...It was alright. My classes are ok so far but you never know what could happen. I am deff. getting out of my math class...I dont know if I will just drop 7th period...or if I will take a different math class...hmm...I would like to drop the class but I dunno...
I have people I know in all my classes which in good...1st period I have big Kev. man I love that kid he was in my history class in 10th....I also have Mo, John Thornton, Eric which is really really bad...and I'm kinda freaking out, Harry...and a lot more people but I cant really remember. 2nd period I have Mo (damn that boy wont go away), Kayla, this girl Robin who was in my spanish 1 class last year...and I think thats about all the people I know in that class because it is mainly 10th graders...grr lol...then 3rd I have just about everyone that was in my Psych class last year...so thats cool..4th I dont really know very many people yet...today I was talking to some guy I think is gay...and there is this girl that was in my english class last year who is in rotc...and she looks like a man lol...5th I have my lovely Megan! Eek! I missed you so much gurly! and I have the twins Sean and Vince, Randy (Yayness!), and other people that I had in my chorus class last year...which most of them I HATE! uhm...6th period I have Mo (yep again...thats class # 3 with him!) Marques (yay i'm sooo excited!), John Thornton (...again), Eric (....again VERY BAD!), Harry, and more people that I know but dont care enough about to mention...lol..and in 7th which im getting rid of...I have Katie and Jenelle...YAY! I mean it would be fun to be in that class with them...but I feel like a retard because its really really easy shit...
Anyway...moving on...I had a big ass break down tonight after Matty left. I really dont want to have to deal with the whole Eric thing again..I'm really really scared. :( If you don't know what happened with me and him...only ask if you are really close to me...its something I dont like talking about..because the kid scares the shit out of me...and because...he is the reason I first started cutting...so yea..its a bit of a touchy subject!
So on to more happy stuff...Matty got home on...Tuesday I want to say....We hung out friday night...It was perfect...well except the part about me spraining my ankle but thats besides the point. I was so happy to see him...I mean he has been gone for 45 days..AHH I was going crazy. Everything is going great with us...he is so perfect. I love him more then anything in the whole wide world! LoL. It amazes me how happy I am when I am with him...*sigh* I couldn't be any happier then I am when I am with that boy...I love him so much!
On Thursday night I spent the night at kimmy's. I'm so glad that we found time to hang out. I missed her so much. We watched sex and the city...or is it sex in the city...ehh lol...and we talked like crazy. We had a lot of catching up to do. It was alot of fun. Then on friday we went and hung out with Juan. We all cashed our pay checks and went to target for randomness....and we ate taco bell...YUMMERS! I hope we can hang out again soon but I know we will both be busy with work and school....we will have to make time :)
So Matty picked me up from school today. It made my day a lot easier...because I had something to look forward to. Anywho...he picked me up...then we went back to my house because he wanted some of the cake I baked and then we went back to his house...I FINALLY met his parents. I love them lol. They seem like really sweet people...i dunno why he was so embarrassed of them...ehh...oh well. So yea we just layed in his bed the whole time I was there...*sigh* I love his water bed...we caught up on some serious cuddle time...and it couldnt have been more perfect! Then we came back to my house and had dinner with my parents and becky and her boyfriend adam. It was....nice...there were just alot of people in my small house..but I'm glad I got to spend more time with Matty.
OH YEA! I forgot...he also came over to my house on Saturday night...for...cake...grr...that boy and food..LoL...Oh well...I love him!
Well I really dont know what else to say...ok I lied....
I think that Matt's trip made me realize how much I really love him. I mean when I finally got to see him it was like falling in love all over again..I can't wait to be in Jax with him...*smiles brightly*
I am happier then I have ever been...in my whole life...which is a big thing...yay for love!
I have people I know in all my classes which in good...1st period I have big Kev. man I love that kid he was in my history class in 10th....I also have Mo, John Thornton, Eric which is really really bad...and I'm kinda freaking out, Harry...and a lot more people but I cant really remember. 2nd period I have Mo (damn that boy wont go away), Kayla, this girl Robin who was in my spanish 1 class last year...and I think thats about all the people I know in that class because it is mainly 10th graders...grr lol...then 3rd I have just about everyone that was in my Psych class last year...so thats cool..4th I dont really know very many people yet...today I was talking to some guy I think is gay...and there is this girl that was in my english class last year who is in rotc...and she looks like a man lol...5th I have my lovely Megan! Eek! I missed you so much gurly! and I have the twins Sean and Vince, Randy (Yayness!), and other people that I had in my chorus class last year...which most of them I HATE! uhm...6th period I have Mo (yep again...thats class # 3 with him!) Marques (yay i'm sooo excited!), John Thornton (...again), Eric (....again VERY BAD!), Harry, and more people that I know but dont care enough about to mention...lol..and in 7th which im getting rid of...I have Katie and Jenelle...YAY! I mean it would be fun to be in that class with them...but I feel like a retard because its really really easy shit...
Anyway...moving on...I had a big ass break down tonight after Matty left. I really dont want to have to deal with the whole Eric thing again..I'm really really scared. :( If you don't know what happened with me and him...only ask if you are really close to me...its something I dont like talking about..because the kid scares the shit out of me...and because...he is the reason I first started cutting...so yea..its a bit of a touchy subject!
So on to more happy stuff...Matty got home on...Tuesday I want to say....We hung out friday night...It was perfect...well except the part about me spraining my ankle but thats besides the point. I was so happy to see him...I mean he has been gone for 45 days..AHH I was going crazy. Everything is going great with us...he is so perfect. I love him more then anything in the whole wide world! LoL. It amazes me how happy I am when I am with him...*sigh* I couldn't be any happier then I am when I am with that boy...I love him so much!
On Thursday night I spent the night at kimmy's. I'm so glad that we found time to hang out. I missed her so much. We watched sex and the city...or is it sex in the city...ehh lol...and we talked like crazy. We had a lot of catching up to do. It was alot of fun. Then on friday we went and hung out with Juan. We all cashed our pay checks and went to target for randomness....and we ate taco bell...YUMMERS! I hope we can hang out again soon but I know we will both be busy with work and school....we will have to make time :)
So Matty picked me up from school today. It made my day a lot easier...because I had something to look forward to. Anywho...he picked me up...then we went back to my house because he wanted some of the cake I baked and then we went back to his house...I FINALLY met his parents. I love them lol. They seem like really sweet people...i dunno why he was so embarrassed of them...ehh...oh well. So yea we just layed in his bed the whole time I was there...*sigh* I love his water bed...we caught up on some serious cuddle time...and it couldnt have been more perfect! Then we came back to my house and had dinner with my parents and becky and her boyfriend adam. It was....nice...there were just alot of people in my small house..but I'm glad I got to spend more time with Matty.
OH YEA! I forgot...he also came over to my house on Saturday night...for...cake...grr...that boy and food..LoL...Oh well...I love him!
Well I really dont know what else to say...ok I lied....
I think that Matt's trip made me realize how much I really love him. I mean when I finally got to see him it was like falling in love all over again..I can't wait to be in Jax with him...*smiles brightly*
I am happier then I have ever been...in my whole life...which is a big thing...yay for love!