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Hey....So yea I am actually going to update my journal for once. Yep I havent done that in a while. Yep so there really isnt much going on in my life right now. Chorus state is friday. whoo hoo...yep that was sarcasim. *sneeze* anywho...I'm going to prom this weekend. Yay! It should be fun! Whoot!! I'm not going with Matt but I will still have a good time. A whole bunch of my senior friends are going....it will be fun to be there with them. Yea ok so you think Cayce emailed me and said..."Babygirl...I know creek's prom is this weekend and I just wanted to know if you wanted me to go with you." what an idiot! Growl. Uhm so yea Christina is spending the night tonight because her mom is in Orlando. It's nice to have a girls night again. We have a lot to talk about so this is going to be good for us. Christina and Ben are such dorks LoL!!!
I miss my Matty so much. This really sucks. I dont know how I am going to get through this summer. Matty wont be here at all. Just thinking about it makes me want to cry. I dont know what to do. Brad is going to be in town. Thats never good! Ugh! This summer really sucks. I was doing so good with this whole depression thing and I think that I will be really really depressed with out him here. This sucks...He is goin to be taking summer classes with his brother then after that he is goin to Cali for the whole month of July and like...I dunno...I'm really upset. I was supposed to see him saturday but he couldnt come home then and I havent seen him since my birthday. Wow I didnt realize it has been that long. And the depression comes back............. UGH!!
Everyone just a piece of advice...watch over me this summer...seriously...I'm really unstable and since the only thing that really helps me isnt going to be here I dont know whats going to happen....I hate this.................
I miss my Matty so much. This really sucks. I dont know how I am going to get through this summer. Matty wont be here at all. Just thinking about it makes me want to cry. I dont know what to do. Brad is going to be in town. Thats never good! Ugh! This summer really sucks. I was doing so good with this whole depression thing and I think that I will be really really depressed with out him here. This sucks...He is goin to be taking summer classes with his brother then after that he is goin to Cali for the whole month of July and like...I dunno...I'm really upset. I was supposed to see him saturday but he couldnt come home then and I havent seen him since my birthday. Wow I didnt realize it has been that long. And the depression comes back............. UGH!!
Everyone just a piece of advice...watch over me this summer...seriously...I'm really unstable and since the only thing that really helps me isnt going to be here I dont know whats going to happen....I hate this.................