i just dont know
i feel as though i do not fit into this world. i'm loosing control of my life, i dont know what im doing anymore.
i feel as though my mind is racing 24/7 and it wont stop, im hardly sleeping normally anymore. all these thoughts, hardly any of them making sense.
i take things to personally. my mom says that i dont open up, that i'm too secretive, that i dont talk enough. i guess thats true, i keep all my emotions bottled up until i cant take it anymore, then i go off and yell at people who dont deserve it, leaving me to feel foolish. i guess i am a fool.
i dont mean to sound 'emo' as some people would call it, but i can't help it, i just dont know what to do. i dont have control over my life, and i dont how to get it back.
i feel as though im standing on the outside, watching the world function before me. i dont feel alive? i guess thats the best way to put it, i dont feel alive.
a shrink and some pills is all i am made of.
i feel as though my mind is racing 24/7 and it wont stop, im hardly sleeping normally anymore. all these thoughts, hardly any of them making sense.
i take things to personally. my mom says that i dont open up, that i'm too secretive, that i dont talk enough. i guess thats true, i keep all my emotions bottled up until i cant take it anymore, then i go off and yell at people who dont deserve it, leaving me to feel foolish. i guess i am a fool.
i dont mean to sound 'emo' as some people would call it, but i can't help it, i just dont know what to do. i dont have control over my life, and i dont how to get it back.
i feel as though im standing on the outside, watching the world function before me. i dont feel alive? i guess thats the best way to put it, i dont feel alive.
a shrink and some pills is all i am made of.