Saturday night, and yes i'm not out.
Fuck fuck fuck. I hate being inside. Alone.
I wanna go outttttttt.
I have fundage, i have time, i could even have transport if i asked oldy nicely, and eveeeeen a place to stay if jonny wants to be nice to me.
BUT NO! Instead my mum has nicked all my makeup and gone to some party far far away so i cant go out. I'm not vain and i dont have a problem with not wearing make up, its just that i really can't go out and not wear it. Oh god, im inside on a saturday night, what has become of my life.
Andy is currently in leeds playing his little heart out on the drums for duffus.
And im here.
Sad and alone, missing my friends.
I want to go outtttttt.
Meh.
So unfair, I cant go out for ages now, goddam, ive got work tomorrow, andys coming round after for a nice roast dinner and a cuddly night then we can spend monday together coz he doesnt have a gig for a change. Then i dont think ive got work again til the sunday. Andy probably has gigs all that week so i dont know what im going to do.
Here are my options:
Stay in and do nothing.
Stay in and do work (reading for eng lit)
Go out and work for art.
Go out and party.
Go out and hang around in a boring kind of way.
Right, so option number one, i only like doing nothing when andy is round, its so much better doing nothing when youre with someone.
I have to be in the right mood to read, so thats a possibility if im feeling intellectual on that particular day.
I could go out and do some art work if its sunny, i supposeeeeeee.
I really wanna go out and party but most friends are on holiday or work nights (fools!!)
GO out and hang around in a boring kind of way. NO.
So looks like work or a miracle and someone will want to go out somewhere.
Work then.
Bloody hell i hate living here.
Yes but anyway, in a more cheerful way i will now talk about my day.
Andy came round at eleven but had to leave at three to go to leeds so i decided to mope around whilst getting a tan in the garden. Good plan i thought to myself, until i felt my face burning and discovered i now have heat rash on my face. Bet i look gorgeous. My hair is quite nice tho so maybe il go for the grunge look. Cant see my face and my hair just goes everywhere. You never know... it might suit me.
Yes and then after the burning of the face, but a rather nice tan on my stomach i then had some dins dins, and listened to the prodigy while attempting** to tidy my room.
(**Attempting- walking around saying 'really should tidy that' then kicking it into a corner).
And now im here, boring you, whoever you may be, to death. I bet you're even thinking how to kill yourself now, well don't coz my ramble is nearly at an end.
Yes so thats my day, not really looking forward to tomorrow, work in the bloody weather. Hope someone interesting is working.
Thanks for reading my ramblings of pure boredom.
I love you all.
xx
I wanna go outttttttt.
I have fundage, i have time, i could even have transport if i asked oldy nicely, and eveeeeen a place to stay if jonny wants to be nice to me.
BUT NO! Instead my mum has nicked all my makeup and gone to some party far far away so i cant go out. I'm not vain and i dont have a problem with not wearing make up, its just that i really can't go out and not wear it. Oh god, im inside on a saturday night, what has become of my life.
Andy is currently in leeds playing his little heart out on the drums for duffus.
And im here.
Sad and alone, missing my friends.
I want to go outtttttt.
Meh.
So unfair, I cant go out for ages now, goddam, ive got work tomorrow, andys coming round after for a nice roast dinner and a cuddly night then we can spend monday together coz he doesnt have a gig for a change. Then i dont think ive got work again til the sunday. Andy probably has gigs all that week so i dont know what im going to do.
Here are my options:
Stay in and do nothing.
Stay in and do work (reading for eng lit)
Go out and work for art.
Go out and party.
Go out and hang around in a boring kind of way.
Right, so option number one, i only like doing nothing when andy is round, its so much better doing nothing when youre with someone.
I have to be in the right mood to read, so thats a possibility if im feeling intellectual on that particular day.
I could go out and do some art work if its sunny, i supposeeeeeee.
I really wanna go out and party but most friends are on holiday or work nights (fools!!)
GO out and hang around in a boring kind of way. NO.
So looks like work or a miracle and someone will want to go out somewhere.
Work then.
Bloody hell i hate living here.
Yes but anyway, in a more cheerful way i will now talk about my day.
Andy came round at eleven but had to leave at three to go to leeds so i decided to mope around whilst getting a tan in the garden. Good plan i thought to myself, until i felt my face burning and discovered i now have heat rash on my face. Bet i look gorgeous. My hair is quite nice tho so maybe il go for the grunge look. Cant see my face and my hair just goes everywhere. You never know... it might suit me.
Yes and then after the burning of the face, but a rather nice tan on my stomach i then had some dins dins, and listened to the prodigy while attempting** to tidy my room.
(**Attempting- walking around saying 'really should tidy that' then kicking it into a corner).
And now im here, boring you, whoever you may be, to death. I bet you're even thinking how to kill yourself now, well don't coz my ramble is nearly at an end.
Yes so thats my day, not really looking forward to tomorrow, work in the bloody weather. Hope someone interesting is working.
Thanks for reading my ramblings of pure boredom.
I love you all.
xx