missing school
yeah im not in school right now man cause well long story actually, here ill explain..
well yeah i was already in a really bad mood about jake and everything so then i came upstairs round 10 to brush my teeth and my brother screams from his room, "you better not be taking a shower" and i was like wow i already took one so shut your mouth and then he started talking all this shit about my friends n jake and i think he said jakes gay er something and i flipped out *yeah everything thats happening with brit, its all rubbing off on me* so i ran into his room slammed the door and then my dad comes running in and asks me what my problem is and i told him that matt was saying shit and my dad fuckin pushes me! so i flipped out and just left and slammed the door of my room and then my dad thinks the walls are like sound proof er something and starts talking all this shit about me to my mom, like how i have issues, like anger management problems and all this shit and i could hear him so i started crying, like balling and then my dad came down in my room and yeah i def. wanted nothing to do with him so then he was like talking to me and i was ignoring him and then he was like telling me how he wishes i would just talk to someone because he can tell that im keeping so much in and hes scared that im just going to explode like i did on my brother earlier and then he told me how he was really scared for matt cause he really thought i was just going to like jump on him and it was such bullshit and i was so pissed and now he wants me to go to a counselor and ugh shit just keeps getting worse and worse
so yeah my mom is amazing and she got home from florida last night and she said this morning that i could skip a block so yeah i love her so much! well yeah i should start getting ready but yeah ill see you guys soon actually.. bye
well yeah i was already in a really bad mood about jake and everything so then i came upstairs round 10 to brush my teeth and my brother screams from his room, "you better not be taking a shower" and i was like wow i already took one so shut your mouth and then he started talking all this shit about my friends n jake and i think he said jakes gay er something and i flipped out *yeah everything thats happening with brit, its all rubbing off on me* so i ran into his room slammed the door and then my dad comes running in and asks me what my problem is and i told him that matt was saying shit and my dad fuckin pushes me! so i flipped out and just left and slammed the door of my room and then my dad thinks the walls are like sound proof er something and starts talking all this shit about me to my mom, like how i have issues, like anger management problems and all this shit and i could hear him so i started crying, like balling and then my dad came down in my room and yeah i def. wanted nothing to do with him so then he was like talking to me and i was ignoring him and then he was like telling me how he wishes i would just talk to someone because he can tell that im keeping so much in and hes scared that im just going to explode like i did on my brother earlier and then he told me how he was really scared for matt cause he really thought i was just going to like jump on him and it was such bullshit and i was so pissed and now he wants me to go to a counselor and ugh shit just keeps getting worse and worse
so yeah my mom is amazing and she got home from florida last night and she said this morning that i could skip a block so yeah i love her so much! well yeah i should start getting ready but yeah ill see you guys soon actually.. bye