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well yeah i have been gone for a while, taking a break. or so i thought, actully i have had more drama i have had in my life, in the last 3 months...crazy huh? mikes got a new girlfriend " glen " and im going out w. bill. i cant really say im happy without him, all i can say is my feelings will never change nor fade... and the only releif is the pain i was put through. anyways me and brittany have gotten really extremly close, closer than sisters. and me and sam are also good friends now too. i saw ashley and her ian said their thrown me the biggest 16th birthday... i cant wait. ive been home about 3 days in the past month + week.. and tonights the comm. dance and i wanna go w. britt... but her mom said we cant hang out anymore, not see eachother anymore period.. cus im a " bad influence " and her grandma agrees.. although shes the one who talked her into it.. NOT COOL at all.. i PRAY it blows over, or i'll just die. well anyways tonights the dance, but my mom wants me to come home, and britts mom does too.. cus were at sams since its the only way we can hang out and when i go home i know im gonna have to stay for a while.. and im pretty sure brittanys gonna have to also, but thats kinda good cus i know i'll be like NOOOO if shes hangin out with everyone except me. andrew broke up w. her... guess we shoulda expected that, but i guess were not to