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........ the cat that i've had ever since i could remember died last night and just found out like 5 minutes ago :'(. and i never thought i would cry about it but i am right now. its really really sad. i mean ive moved a million times in my life and hes always been with us, i remember when he was born in my house, in my toy chest actcually when i was like 4. baby (what we've always called him) had cat aids, and kidney failure... im really sad that i wasnt there to pet him when he was worried. my mom said that he was so weak he couldnt even hold his head up . and just laid on the floor with really worried eyes... huge pupils. my mom said she laid down on the floor with him and just talked to him and pet him untill like 1:40 am this morning when he died :( its sooo sad. i feel horrible. :-\