im befuddled
.. today was quite uneventful.. and meh. i dont really care. it was one of those relaxed days. molly you need to come back and tell me whats bothering you babe. i can tell something is , you just dont seem happy. come back and talk to me hun. i tried calling you but it was busy! mwwahh. i hope you're okay. and so i hear mindy and mery arent feeling their best... so i hope they feel better as well!
mmmm... im not looking forward to sophmore year at roosey. i have NO fun classes... im gonna be stressed as hell but meh... it too shall pass. along with EVERYTHING else. mmm.. but lets just take it one at a time. tomorrow im going home with ashley bcuz her mom has some party to go to so im just gonna hang with her and stay the night ova there. that should be fun.... us up late on a school night... mmm. lol
today i really realized how to deal with my parents. i mean i know im sooo sensitive and i dont know if im gonna be able to deal with it all of the time. but surprisingly today, when my dad was screaming and yelling in my face cursing and complaining about me ... i realized words really DO hurt. whoever wrote the saying "sticks and stones may break my bones but words will never hurt me" should be shot. they stink. bcuz i think words definately hurt more than sticks and stones. pooh they suck. but ANYHOW.... when he was yelling at me i realized that if i tune him out, and think about the things and people that i love, everything goes away. i cant hear him... well i mean i can, but i cant bcuz i dont care. i dont care what he says right then, and i would say that i dont care wat he thinks about me, but no matter what i know thats not true. somehow ill overcome it. someday.
thats all for now, im done with my deep thoughts at the moment. the end.
mmmm... im not looking forward to sophmore year at roosey. i have NO fun classes... im gonna be stressed as hell but meh... it too shall pass. along with EVERYTHING else. mmm.. but lets just take it one at a time. tomorrow im going home with ashley bcuz her mom has some party to go to so im just gonna hang with her and stay the night ova there. that should be fun.... us up late on a school night... mmm. lol
today i really realized how to deal with my parents. i mean i know im sooo sensitive and i dont know if im gonna be able to deal with it all of the time. but surprisingly today, when my dad was screaming and yelling in my face cursing and complaining about me ... i realized words really DO hurt. whoever wrote the saying "sticks and stones may break my bones but words will never hurt me" should be shot. they stink. bcuz i think words definately hurt more than sticks and stones. pooh they suck. but ANYHOW.... when he was yelling at me i realized that if i tune him out, and think about the things and people that i love, everything goes away. i cant hear him... well i mean i can, but i cant bcuz i dont care. i dont care what he says right then, and i would say that i dont care wat he thinks about me, but no matter what i know thats not true. somehow ill overcome it. someday.
thats all for now, im done with my deep thoughts at the moment. the end.