school...
so... recently school has just been boring me to death, and some people i thought i was realy close to and really good friends with, have proven me wrong. i dont know what it is but i am just getting a bad vibe from them right now its just too weird... you know how it is when your talking to one of your best friends and you can tell that all they're thinking about is how they look right at that moment.. you can sorta tell they arent listening to you and wow.. its just painful. THEN in the middle while your talking some guy comes up to them and says something and she completely ignores you, so you get mad, and then when they say "continue" you really dont want to bcuz they have just pissed you off big time... well yeah. EVERY FUCKING DAY. how about that? bull shit.
If it werent for some certain ppl school WOULD be hell... literally and proven. i feel like im either hurting ppl left and right, or getting hurt... i dont like that feeling. neither of them. sometimes i just want to cry... or scream. and then i see the ppl that make me happy... and i thank them for caring about me bcuz i really truly do need them, and without them, i would be a miserable miserable soul. wow i adore them so much. why do you guys care? well im glad you do bcuz i would just die.
what else... family problems... whoa like a mad man up the wall. i cry i cry... i cant help it. i think i need help. my dad said he was gonna get me stress relieving medication and i cried then too. mayeb i do need it after all... maybe thats why i have a killer headache all day every other day of my life. maybe thats it.
i need something new. something other than all this old bullshit. help me find it. PLEASE!!!!!
im out like my grandmother in a game of freeze tag.
If it werent for some certain ppl school WOULD be hell... literally and proven. i feel like im either hurting ppl left and right, or getting hurt... i dont like that feeling. neither of them. sometimes i just want to cry... or scream. and then i see the ppl that make me happy... and i thank them for caring about me bcuz i really truly do need them, and without them, i would be a miserable miserable soul. wow i adore them so much. why do you guys care? well im glad you do bcuz i would just die.
what else... family problems... whoa like a mad man up the wall. i cry i cry... i cant help it. i think i need help. my dad said he was gonna get me stress relieving medication and i cried then too. mayeb i do need it after all... maybe thats why i have a killer headache all day every other day of my life. maybe thats it.
i need something new. something other than all this old bullshit. help me find it. PLEASE!!!!!
im out like my grandmother in a game of freeze tag.