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[xsmydbabyx]

im really sad
today has the been worst day ever for me
i set myself up though
i cant trust anybody
today is another example of the realization that
im on my own and i feel really alone right now
i dont even know who my friends are anymore
i never want to be fucked up again i cant see
i cant see who my friends are i cant see what im doing
im done with everything i think im going straight edge and
getting my ass in church im done with everything im over it all
i want to go home and stay there and never talk to anyone
except my real friends and my family and im finished im done
ya i lost my cell phone on batman at magic mountain yesterday too