Dec 07, 2007 21:53
Title: Easier Said Than Done 1/1 [Shortie]
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: slight language maybe, suggestive situations
Main Pairing: John Cena/OC
Disclaimer: Oh God, how I wish I owned that man... =D I do however own the OC-- but I would gladly trade ownership. lol.
Summary: Everyone knew how he went about his sex-life; everyone knew he didn't do the relationship thing... But that didn't stop her from wanting one, from wanting something more...
Authors Notes: This is just another little something I had written in a notebook and I felt like getting it out of the way and trying to organize my ideas. It's kinda random and just a thought I had for a minute. It's just another shortie I came up with, I'm sorry if these are annoying to some-- just lemme know if you like it and what you think.. if you're even reading.
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Easier Said Than Done 1/1
We slept together again last night...
I swore to myself I'd never let it happen again but I knew in the back of my mind I would never been able to deny him; no matter how much I would want to because my heart couldn't take anymore of his abuse...
We had been sleeping around with each other for the last five months; we were sexually inseperateable and intune with each others needs-- although I'm pretty sure he didn't see it like that. No matter how much I loved the pleasure he gave me in the beginning, it was slowly just starting to kill me now.
No matter how much I try to deny it, against my better judgement, I knew I was falling for him a long time ago; I was falling hard, fast and being with him as much as I am is only making things worse-- whether I willingly admit it or not.
I knew he wasn't looking for a relationship when it first started and I was okay with that... but that was back when I didn't think I wanted one either. I had just ended this thing with Randy Orton that didn't end well and I was just looking for a warm body in a cold bed-- same as he was.
But, as time progressed and we spent more time together I knew I was getting more adn more attached to him everytime I saw him... It wasn't until I saw the change in him that I finally made me want so much more than just his amazing body.
I now know I want him for who he is-- his mind, his heart and his soul; no questions asked. He's such a good person that most people don't really know until you take the time to get to know him like I obviously have. I didn't judge him, I didn't see him as the same John Cena that everyone else claimed to see.
But I knew that wouldn't be enough of an arguement when he was concerned-- he had been burned by women far too much in the past for that. He didn't trust women at all, period-- simply as that. I knew he would have to do one thing above all else before I even stood a snowballs' chance in hell with him... let his guard down.
Easier said than done.
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The End.
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