dont shake.
fucking polish bastard neighbour fuck. WTF. IM GONNA STAB HIM... ARGHHHH! um, not gonna get into that. what else, oh. i miss him already. i hope he misses me too... i mean id understand if he doesnt because well, i just would. i hope he does. i like him. i dont care what anyone says. he held my hand, and it felt right. so fuck you all - and fuck this city too. oh, bright eyes tomorrow... im going to cry. damn. i almost did last night at dallas. im too emotional sometimes, but whats wrong with being emotional? dont answer that. instead go get a "coffee dream" from sweetdreams... good lord, it was awesome. oh, that reminds me! i might be getting a job. i hope. i wrote more here... but it didnt work. hmm it was like "blah blah blah yay drive. yay friends. yay sleep. im alright... i love sarah. fucking blah blah blah..." or something.