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I miss Katie Burke a whole lot every time I read live journal. It's really the only time I find out whats going on in her life these days. I feel like I will never see her again. I really am such a shitty friend. I feel like I never have any time to make it up to people. I have a lot of things to mend this summer and seeing as I have been offered a well paying job in the most awesome field ever, I guess what I have to do really isn't going to get done anytime soon.
Ever since I went away I have been missing the A-town kids. They are my favorite people to be with. I am most comfortable and have the most fun with them. I have made such a huge divide between us whether it be through shit that Ive said (like an idiot) or just never being around anymore. I feel terrible that I never get to see people. I wanted this to be there summer where I could reunite with this group that I miss so desperately. Now Im being wisked away - all in the hopes that my efforts to help the earth will pay off. I feel like I have forsaken my friends, but I guess that's what had to happen. It's bigger than you and me, someone has to care about it. If not me then who will?
I love you guys. I honestly, whole-heartedly do. I guess you may never really know that. I feel like I am drifting farther and farther from the things that I want. PJ - I absolutely adore you, I hope you know that. Evan - Ive tried to lay low since all the drama between us, because I feel with you it's easier to mend things in person, I guess now that time may never come. I love you and Im sorry.
Ever since I went away I have been missing the A-town kids. They are my favorite people to be with. I am most comfortable and have the most fun with them. I have made such a huge divide between us whether it be through shit that Ive said (like an idiot) or just never being around anymore. I feel terrible that I never get to see people. I wanted this to be there summer where I could reunite with this group that I miss so desperately. Now Im being wisked away - all in the hopes that my efforts to help the earth will pay off. I feel like I have forsaken my friends, but I guess that's what had to happen. It's bigger than you and me, someone has to care about it. If not me then who will?
I love you guys. I honestly, whole-heartedly do. I guess you may never really know that. I feel like I am drifting farther and farther from the things that I want. PJ - I absolutely adore you, I hope you know that. Evan - Ive tried to lay low since all the drama between us, because I feel with you it's easier to mend things in person, I guess now that time may never come. I love you and Im sorry.