May 16, 2010 21:37
God I hate being so fucking pathetic. But I literally can't pull myself out of bed on the best of days. I'm literally exhausted all the time.
Fuckkkkk this is so stupid.
Why am I so fucking SAD. It's just dumb. Maybe I really just need to get a run in. Tomorrow, I'll get off a few stops early and run home.
FUCK. Someone come force me to get out and have a good time. Then force me to like, get high or something.
PS Smoking becoming more and more interesting, I don't feel so sad with a smoke in my hand. Weird.