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You know what? you suck.
Sure we talk, and have conversations. but not like we use to. nothing like we use to. How did that happen? are we both to swamped with school and everything else to even give a shit about eachother anymore? Fuck you school. Fuck you.
Our conversations are so lifeless now. I dont know how else to explain it. its like we're there, but theres no effort behind them. Theres nothing.
I've come to think maybe you hate me. I always say that. You always say its not true. But I think you're lying. If you didnt hate me wouldnt you talk to me? wouldnt you care?
You know. I dont care if you hate me anymore. I dont. I'll still talk to you. I'll still annoy you and ask you if you hate me. as I do to everyone. But if you really do hate me, please just tell me to my face so I can get on with my life. Thank you.
Im trying. I really am. Im trying not to swamp you with my presence. Im trying not to say things that will make you mad or upset. Im trying. and I dont think I have yet. But theres so much lying now. I dont know if your telling the truth or not.
To bad you don't know Im talking to you huh?
love, Emily.
Sure we talk, and have conversations. but not like we use to. nothing like we use to. How did that happen? are we both to swamped with school and everything else to even give a shit about eachother anymore? Fuck you school. Fuck you.
Our conversations are so lifeless now. I dont know how else to explain it. its like we're there, but theres no effort behind them. Theres nothing.
I've come to think maybe you hate me. I always say that. You always say its not true. But I think you're lying. If you didnt hate me wouldnt you talk to me? wouldnt you care?
You know. I dont care if you hate me anymore. I dont. I'll still talk to you. I'll still annoy you and ask you if you hate me. as I do to everyone. But if you really do hate me, please just tell me to my face so I can get on with my life. Thank you.
Im trying. I really am. Im trying not to swamp you with my presence. Im trying not to say things that will make you mad or upset. Im trying. and I dont think I have yet. But theres so much lying now. I dont know if your telling the truth or not.
To bad you don't know Im talking to you huh?
love, Emily.