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.. i tried to call her, i tried to IM her, honestly i tried to hang out with her a few days before and she ditched me to go out to the casba with her other friends.. now that was shitty of her wasnt it?.. but its all good, i didnt let that get between us cause our friendship meant more to me than anything.. i guess that you cant feel the same way about this situation, i guess that youre going to let something like this ruin our friendship.. see you really dont know the half of it.. i would have hung out with you guys friday but i had to go to the hospital cause my pops was in there with severe chest pains, and saturday i tried and tried and tried to call you and seleda from the hospital, but like usual i got no answer. and since i couldnt get ahold of you guys i went out and got fucked up with my friends and ended up sleeping all day sunday.. now you can believe me or not.. i know the truth and im speaking it.. i really hope that you dont let something like this ruin our freindship, but if it does then theres really nothing i can do about it.. now i could have been as cruel as the IM you sent me, but im not mean like that, i guess since you have another b/f you dont need me as a friend again anymore.. but if this is what you want then this is what you will get.. i dont think that ill forgive you again for hating me so think about this before you react.. losing a good friend is prolly the worse thing that could happen to another human being.. i know from experience.. anyways i really hope that you change your mind, but all i can do is hope.
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