dont you just love the curveballs life throws at you???
... soo it comes down to this.. and theres really nothing that i can do about it.. its soo strange how things never seem to go my way.. i just wish for once that they would.. just once.. is that really too much to ask? ..... obviously it is.. neways, i dont really like the way things are now.. it just doesnt feel like the right thing to me.. maybe because i pictured things being the opposite or maybe its because thats the way things should be.. honestly i dont know im confused at the moment, about everything, now i really dont know what to do because the situation has changed but my feelings stay the same, and thinking about that is eating my insides out.. i dont know maybe thats why i hvaent been able to sleep these past two days. neways g'nite and sleep well.. maybe you can let me borrow some sleep.. just a little.. i think i might go to fish lips tomorrow... mmmmm!
<3 sadadam
<3 sadadam