Jan 19, 2004 16:04
I haven't really written in here for a while. Haven't really had time. Well Mid-terms are starting tomorrow which sucks.
Everything seems so fucked up i dunno why but I have been feeling kinda distant towards people and been bitchy BLAH its driving me crazy I don't even have a reason like sometimes I just start crying for no particular reason at all. I haven't even hung out with like any of my friends in a while..its like they don't have time for me and I don't have time for them and I just want this one friend who I can talk to about anything and they will just listen and give me advice.
Me and Randy celebrated our one year like 2 weeks ago it was soo much fun. He took me to eat at bugaboo creek it was good. He's a really great guy I mean I might tell people things he does but it doesn't make him a bad guy everyone makes mistakes and hes apologized for everyone he has made...I don't want everyone to hate him because of what he has done.
I really want him to get along with Dena shes like me best friend and I mean my boyfriend hates her It sucks I mean if he's near me she won't even come up and talk to me.I want to be able to say hey Randy wanna hang out me dena and carl but I can't the onlt friend of mine Randy accually wouldn't mind hanging ut with is Denise and we never hang out.so that sucks also.
when me and Randy hang out we always hang out with his friends or just us Its never any of my friends I want him to get along with anyone im friends with and just hang out with them sometimes
It would be a miracle if he would just talk to Dena and settle things with her because it really bothers me
I gotta go to jens now...Leave some love...anyone?
P.S elyse you are so helpful thanx =)