this pain will only be shown on the inside.....
DAMN IT DAMN IT DAMN IT..
I miss him soo much. we hung out today I had soo much fun we laughed all day, watched movies and cooked It was awesome now to complete it all would be him needing me the way I need him. I don't think I could move on I mean I always talk to him like Yah we will see other people and we joke around about it but It hurts alot and I try to hide it but when I see him I want to cry when I think about him I want to cry I just being with him tonight I was caught up in just being with him I didn't think about anything nothing mattered..but then I got sad and wanted to just break out in tears but then he won't want to see me again..damn I hate this friends thing.. I want to be able to say whatever and not care soo much but damn it sux cause I can't...I worry if you want someone else but don't want to hurt me.....
I love you soo much*
I miss him soo much. we hung out today I had soo much fun we laughed all day, watched movies and cooked It was awesome now to complete it all would be him needing me the way I need him. I don't think I could move on I mean I always talk to him like Yah we will see other people and we joke around about it but It hurts alot and I try to hide it but when I see him I want to cry when I think about him I want to cry I just being with him tonight I was caught up in just being with him I didn't think about anything nothing mattered..but then I got sad and wanted to just break out in tears but then he won't want to see me again..damn I hate this friends thing.. I want to be able to say whatever and not care soo much but damn it sux cause I can't...I worry if you want someone else but don't want to hurt me.....
I love you soo much*