eh sunburn
I have a bad sunburn and it hurts :(
I went to the beach finally and it was kinda boring I only went like half way in the water I wasn't in such a good mood today I dunno why...eh
I took everything down that reminda me of randy as of pictures of him...the I LOVE YOU SAMANTHA sign he made me everything..I did it because when I woke up thats the first thing I saw was the picture of him by my bed and the one of him on my wall...this really sux because seriously i love that kid soo much and im still not me like there was this cute guy looking at me and I just looked at him and walked away I can't even look at other guys and I wounder...is he with girls?? ehhh I dunno I always think about him and when I do I get all sad and kinda mopping around...
everyone tells me SAM you need to realize and not wait for him and when hes ready for you....today my dad told me thats I can't like wait around for him to come back to me...but I told him I can't even look at another guy now like seriously i love him too much! and he said yah I knew you did I could always tell but maybe he didn't love you maybe he just thought he did!
OUCH that hurt! but Randy isn't like that I know if he told me he loved me then he did but maybe he doesn't anymore! eh I dunno...I just wanna be with him soo much! I was always so happy being with him..well im just makin myself sad so im gonna go....wat do you think??
I went to the beach finally and it was kinda boring I only went like half way in the water I wasn't in such a good mood today I dunno why...eh
I took everything down that reminda me of randy as of pictures of him...the I LOVE YOU SAMANTHA sign he made me everything..I did it because when I woke up thats the first thing I saw was the picture of him by my bed and the one of him on my wall...this really sux because seriously i love that kid soo much and im still not me like there was this cute guy looking at me and I just looked at him and walked away I can't even look at other guys and I wounder...is he with girls?? ehhh I dunno I always think about him and when I do I get all sad and kinda mopping around...
everyone tells me SAM you need to realize and not wait for him and when hes ready for you....today my dad told me thats I can't like wait around for him to come back to me...but I told him I can't even look at another guy now like seriously i love him too much! and he said yah I knew you did I could always tell but maybe he didn't love you maybe he just thought he did!
OUCH that hurt! but Randy isn't like that I know if he told me he loved me then he did but maybe he doesn't anymore! eh I dunno...I just wanna be with him soo much! I was always so happy being with him..well im just makin myself sad so im gonna go....wat do you think??