hanging out with jen...
I am at jens house I played DJ for a day while she talked to Amber on the phone they are soo cute It reminded me of when me and Randy first started goingout back in Janurary how we were soo sweet to eachother and like always called and said sweet stuff to eachother it even made me think of the first time he whispered I love you into the phone..I now Im a loeser..but I miss him.
me,jen and heather watched bring it on good movie...lol
well before that me and heather watched Selena I cried of course
then heather left and I came to kens to hang out and we watched Cross Roads....OMG the guy in that movie holy fuckin hott!AHH
Then we almost got killed by a bear well not killed but it was close he was outside the house scaring ud we raninto the kitchen like 20 times I swear then we told her mom and shes like it was only a racoon.OMG it was funny as hell!
Well hanging out with Jenand heather today kinda got my mind off me and Randy even tho im wicked regreting not working things out with him stupid me!!
Well I don't really know what else to say so I think im gonna go watch a movie or something with jen!
she rocks because she gave my ice cream....OH YAH!
Denas party was fun I went to see Randy and he didn't seem to excited to see me so I made it quick I was hoping I had enough guts to tell him I love hima nd really don't want a break but I didn't..so I called him the next morning and asked him if he wanted to stay broken up or maybe give me another chance and he said he needed a break...:( Yah so Im kinda not happy now I always think about him and try soo hard not to but its hard because I was with him for 8 mths. and I still love im soo much!
and I dunno I just want him to realize that and hopefully give us another chance because thats what I really want is to be with him...but who knows whats gonna happen I guess I can only hope for the best!well Im gonna go for real now.....
me,jen and heather watched bring it on good movie...lol
well before that me and heather watched Selena I cried of course
then heather left and I came to kens to hang out and we watched Cross Roads....OMG the guy in that movie holy fuckin hott!AHH
Then we almost got killed by a bear well not killed but it was close he was outside the house scaring ud we raninto the kitchen like 20 times I swear then we told her mom and shes like it was only a racoon.OMG it was funny as hell!
Well hanging out with Jenand heather today kinda got my mind off me and Randy even tho im wicked regreting not working things out with him stupid me!!
Well I don't really know what else to say so I think im gonna go watch a movie or something with jen!
she rocks because she gave my ice cream....OH YAH!
Denas party was fun I went to see Randy and he didn't seem to excited to see me so I made it quick I was hoping I had enough guts to tell him I love hima nd really don't want a break but I didn't..so I called him the next morning and asked him if he wanted to stay broken up or maybe give me another chance and he said he needed a break...:( Yah so Im kinda not happy now I always think about him and try soo hard not to but its hard because I was with him for 8 mths. and I still love im soo much!
and I dunno I just want him to realize that and hopefully give us another chance because thats what I really want is to be with him...but who knows whats gonna happen I guess I can only hope for the best!well Im gonna go for real now.....