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Hiiii,
It's been forever since I posted. :/
But my ed has been pretty intense lately so I figured I should probably post again.
Well, I'm down to 94 lbs...
Too bad I've been miserable.
It seems that not eating kills my mood and I'm just not myself anymore.
:/
Apparantly I cannot be thin and happy at the same time.
not fair...
I have eaten less than 200 cals everyday for two weeks straight now.
If I try to eat I get soo sick.
My body punishes me for wanting food.
Been depressed lately...
My fiancé is in the US Navy and is stationed in Caifornia.
... I live in New York.
As you could imagine, I miss him so much it hurts.
I haven't seen him for months and I have NO idea when I will see him next.
Life is NOT easy and not having him here with me it almost seems unbareable.
:/ I hope you are all doing well <3
It's been forever since I posted. :/
But my ed has been pretty intense lately so I figured I should probably post again.
Well, I'm down to 94 lbs...
Too bad I've been miserable.
It seems that not eating kills my mood and I'm just not myself anymore.
:/
Apparantly I cannot be thin and happy at the same time.
not fair...
I have eaten less than 200 cals everyday for two weeks straight now.
If I try to eat I get soo sick.
My body punishes me for wanting food.
Been depressed lately...
My fiancé is in the US Navy and is stationed in Caifornia.
... I live in New York.
As you could imagine, I miss him so much it hurts.
I haven't seen him for months and I have NO idea when I will see him next.
Life is NOT easy and not having him here with me it almost seems unbareable.
:/ I hope you are all doing well <3