fucked
so i had a dream i killed someone last week. It won't stop. it goes like this. im at some kind of function a party or somehting theres lot of people. then all i hear is people talkig to me in negative tones i can't make out what they're saying but i know it makes me upset and i can feel it. I feel this anger build up and the next thing i see is a bodybag being carried away on a gerney (sorry I don't know how to spell) and im in handcuffs in the back of a cop car. I can't sleep now. i haven't been able to sleep at all since i started having that dream. and yestrday i passed out at work because of that. it scared the shit out of me i thought i was going to die. ive never passed out before ever. so i didn't know what to think. my dad had to come down to my work and pick me up like i was in gradeschool. WTF!! what a week.