sorry i responded, i know its none of my business anymore. it may almost be 1 year since we've been together or anything, but that one year doesn't take away 3 years of feelings. so forgive me if sometimes i'm a bitch and then i ask how you are. the bitch part only comes because i hate how things are between us, i always thought if we broke up you and me could be friends like you and laura were. and i don't like that we don't even speak. the nice part is because i truly do care for you ben. and i still love you dearly. i'll never ever ever ever give in to the idea of you going into the marines. so when i saw this its why i responded, i don't want you there. and i know everyone who is close to you now doesn't want you there either. you can pass this over like my message on myspace. but it wont ever stop me from caring or wondering how you are. and there will still be times when i message you to let you know that i'm still there wondering and hopeing and praying things are good for you.
it may almost be 1 year since we've been together or anything, but that one year doesn't take away 3 years of feelings. so forgive me if sometimes i'm a bitch and then i ask how you are. the bitch part only comes because i hate how things are between us, i always thought if we broke up you and me could be friends like you and laura were. and i don't like that we don't even speak. the nice part is because i truly do care for you ben. and i still love you dearly. i'll never ever ever ever give in to the idea of you going into the marines. so when i saw this its why i responded, i don't want you there. and i know everyone who is close to you now doesn't want you there either. you can pass this over like my message on myspace. but it wont ever stop me from caring or wondering how you are. and there will still be times when i message you to let you know that i'm still there wondering and hopeing and praying things are good for you.
so.
yeah.
enjoy the rest of your summer.
:)
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