The day I was born, just entered another thorn

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Today pretty much sucked some motha fucking ball's... But yeah whatever... It was really cool at first.. cuz noelle ended up coming over.. soo that was good... I dunno blaibalbj, i've got soo much shit on my mind and I almost feel like I NEED to get it out before I explode... but i'll just keep it to myself.. Shit's been kinda on the so-so level lately.. I got everything back to normal I guess with me and sara... i'm not sure what's going to happen with me and the whole suspension thing cuz noelle said that if I did'nt call the day that I decided I wasent going to go cuz of AE... Then they would give me two more day's for skipping that day... but ya know, FUCK IT... But i've really gotta start going to school.. i've really gotta start getting all my grades up and whatnot... I don't want my life to be fucked up... because as it look's at the time... it's not going anywhere fast... but I can change that, and i'm fucking going too.... I guess rachel's grounded... and she's pretty fucking pissed at Kathy for some shit... but i'll leave that to her to say anything about it I guess.. I just got kinda bitched at for saying something to andrew about his recent away's... I mean I kinda thought about it and ya know, whatever it really shouldent even bother me... People keep saying "OoO it's cuz you fucking like amanda"... but that's not even the slightest bit right lol... It just bother's me when people blaintly put shit like that in the open.. I don't know I cant explain it, it's just me... and it ecspecially bother's me knowing a bunch of the thing's that I know... you really couldent understand unless you've been me for the past few year's... and you havent soo you wouldent understand lol.... but whatever i'm done with that, I could care less.. Well when noelle came over we did'nt really do all that much... the second we got here she was on the phone with mike.. I guess some shit had happend at his house or something, like his mom called the cop's on him or something... i dunno not my bussiness... and other than that we just sat around all day hanging out and fucking around... we straightened and crimped B-rad's hair.. look's kinda,ehhh awkward?? lol... :-p. but it's all good... and then I had to take her home around like 10 because I was supposed to go to matt's with B-rad to stay the night there...we got there around like 10 40 or soo I think.... sat around and talked with his sis for awhile... then she drove us up to Sunoco and dropped us off to sk8 and whatnot... when we started to walk back to matt's we got about a few housese down and we seen his mom pull out of the driveway.. she was fucking flipping out!!! She started yelling at matt saying that he was grounded for trying to manipulate his sister into believing some lie about his mom soo he could do what he wanted to or something along those lines... I wanted to start yelling at her myself lol... But she ALMOST FUCKING RAN ME OVER!!! Cuz she told us to get our stuff cuz he was grounded and she was taking us home... and I put my dad's guitar up against the car soo I could put my shit inside... and all of a sudden she just hit's the gas and started backing up. The fucking door hit me pretty bad and I damn near lost my balance and got ran over... and on top of that my dad's guitar fell on the ground pretty fucking hard and i'm too scared to see if there's anything wrong with it cuz I told him IF I TAKE IT THERE I WOULD TAKE SOO MUCH CARE OF IT... But did'nt expect that to happen... soo now were here... i'm going crazy inside my head basically... and i'm bored to hell!!!I got new truck's today... black and orange tensor's.. their badass!! But they cost like fucking $46!!! But still their the first pair of new truck's i've ever had soo i'm happy about that and all :-p... but i'ma get my ass going seing to it that I really don't think i'm making much sence at the moment...everything seem's all alcjkalfkjLZJKl and cramed up when it's coming out... soo i'll just see you fuck's later.... later

OoO yeah you ever get that feeling when somone bring's something up that happend in the past and all you can think about is how much you wish you could just go back in time and change it all... THAT FUCKING FEELING SUX!!