Jan 17, 2006 21:40
Yeah, i guess that i dont really have much to talk about. Nothing really special anyway. So basically im pretty stoked about Friday, i want to play xbox all night and hang out with my best friends, i mean my youth group friends rock! I think so. Yeah, so im ready. Tomorrow is youth group and im ready for that--this week seems to be going by really fast! Im ready to get it over with though because i dont like finals. you know? Blah. I guess i got a good amount on my mind. You know what i really think. I think that skateboarding has become so much more than a sport or hobbie...its definitely a lot to me. Call me lame, but seriously skateboarding is my way of getting things out and expressing myself. Like nothing is like it for me. You HAVE to act a certain way to really have friends, you HAVE to study what you dont want to in order to pass classes, you HAVE to be Hott, or Rich, or something special for girls to like you. The only two things that I dont have to change for is God and Skateboarding. I dont have to change or workout or anything for those. Just commit. I really like that. Cause for girls, im too short, or my hairs not cool, or my nose is to big, or i dont dress right, or im too energetic. Then i just hate studying what i dont care about, so that makes school suck, and theres so much athority there and drama, and school just sucks--plain and simple. Then friends...well sometimes they just arent reliable or trustworthy or they only bring you down. Although, friends are also one of the things that encourage me. Big shout out to BK--coolest kid around, for sure. But no, skateboarding is just great for me. I cant wait to get out of maine to where the really good skate spots are and where the warm wheather is. Man, im even super exited and anxious for this summer--im so ready for it!!! ALright, i still could write more but i guess i'll call it quits for now. I want to go play wasteland soon so...yeah.
-Dave
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