why do i day dream

[xsirenx]

so i was looking through my past entries and one of them was about the new year coming and i said something like 'lets see what this new year has to bring me' and as i read that i said to myself 'pft man this year sucks.' all bitter and jaded like. but that actually made me chuckle. it was funny to me because i'm sure i wrote that past entry with an air of excitement. and i just stomped on my own parade...shit like that makes me laugh.

oh yeah, i think im a crappy waitress...