I give up.

[xsinnerx]

Really, I do. Why should I bother with this shit anymore. Where does any of it get me. NO WHERE. I'm moodier than I've ever been. I hate myself more and more on a daily fucking basis. I just want to be the me I was in May. When I wasnt a complete bitch. :(( I just want the old me back. I cry myself to sleep, all the time. I just Im falling apart. I fucking spilled to andrew about everything last night. I think I shocked him because I admitted that I need therapy. so you know. Im fucked up. Seriously.

Im going to go to bed i have to work tomorrow =\

luv ya all.
Mandy