Sep 08, 2002 15:18
I dont know why I miss you like I do
Everything I did it was for you
I loved you more than I thought anyone could ever love someone
At first things were great, but after I had Brandon things began to change
You told me the first time you had ever cried
was when you seen Brandon
If you were scared Id understand
I was scared too, I didnt know what to think or what to do I was just glad that I had you
You said you loved him like your own son
If that were true than why did you run?
When you left you wiped the tears from my eyes, and promised me youd be back
because you loved me and you loved brandon
you left me in the hospital sick with a massive infection
A week past by, still no return from you
I didnt want to believe my mom because I had faith in you
I thought you did love me I thought that maybe just maybe you did give a shit
You never came back, and to this day I dont know why
sometimes I just break down and cry
I still have howard (the duck) you got me for valentines day, I hug him every night before i go to bed
Wishing it were you I was hugging...
but I have no chance in hell for that, it seems pretty clear to me
again Mandy loses out to drugs and partying
all I can say is that I loved you with all my heart.
and wish I could hold you one last time