err something i said to someone
its like almost everyone treats me like shit and i fuckin put up with it.Like Chris, the guy who left me to die, I let him do his drugs, i let him boss me around i took care of this fucker and i was pregnant, when i cried he told me not too he almost hit me so many times its not even funny but I loved him so much and all i got back was an abusive relationship. im so afraid that every guy i attract will want to hit me.maybe i just make people want to beat the hell out of me I have my mom who continuesly threatens to take brandon away from me my health is failing Ive been bleeding for over 3 months i dont eat i dont sleep i dont do shit. i dont know anymore