Apr 30, 2005 23:29
well alot of shit has happend this week cuz we didnt have no school...i feel horrible bout all the crap i did this week...but this is a long story n it would be helpful if someone read it cuz i need some insight on it...
well this grl on my cheer teamwas goin out wit this kid for like 2 ears..17 months i think...well after we went to flordia they got in this huge fight n they broke up..they arent talking rele.. which was onl like 1 week ago.. this other girl on my team cristal is best friend wit her ex,, FRANK..I was hangin out wit cristal on wednesday n frank came n picked us up..well we were at his house n mellissa imed him n said something bout cristal to him how he follows her...n then somehow i got dragged into it n my friend mandy did also..i think she was just upset but she said that me cristal n mandy were never her friends...n that was the end of FRANK n Mellisa talkin.
I RELE DIDNT WANT TO BE IN THE MIDDLE OF ALL THIS N I HAVE NO CLUE HOW I GOT IN THE MIDDLE BUT AT THE MOMENT I JUST THINK IT WAS A HUGE MISTAKE TO HANG OUT WIT FRANK N IT GETS WORSE....
well we hung out wed n thursday night..n then friday night cristals boyfriend clemmy came n picked me up from diving practice.. ok well cristal waited for me in the locker room n she was like:
ME N CLEMY HAVE THIS "IDEA" N WE THINK ITS A GOOD IDEA BUT FRANKS NOT SURE CUZ OF MELLISSA.. fuckin i knew right there wat she was talking about...she wanted me to h/u wit frank
i knew it would be a bad idea cuz of the mellissa situation n that i cheer with her still..so i was like no cuz i knew it would be wierd afta..i went to cristals house wit her n frank n clemy cuz no one was there n we were just gonna drink n watch a movie..i took a shower n came down n clemy puts his leg up on the couch.. as soon as i walk downstairs so i had no choice but to sit by frank...ok well i was siting by frank watching some movie n next thing i know his arm was round me n he was kissing me..idk wat happened from there but we h/u..like 5x..then he had to drive me home n he took my bags to my door n we h/u again..
i rele dont know wat i was thinking cuz now i feel soo bad n i dont know wat to do when i see mellissa on wednesday..should i tell her n start a whole fued between my cheer team..or just keep it between me cristal clem n frank..but i feel soo guilty n i know it shouldnt of happened at all..but im just stuck