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Im sitting here listening to frou frou and it reminds me of jen norris and ashleigh.and all the brandon kids and when i used to hang out in brandon on a daily basis.my life has changed so much in the past 1 to 2 years it is rediculous.i have done bad and good things.i have had bad and good things happen to me.i have grown personally and matured in so many ways but i still find myself being very niave at times still.im trying and learning and failing.i remember world war 813 and when i was hapy just to be going to school and going and hanging out in brandon every night.i didnt worry about as much as i do now but i suppose thats life and thats what growing is.
I am not sure of what to think about things lately.I put my fathers ashes into the water yesterday and as i let go i let go of alot of other things going on in my life too.i dont want to have drama or a grudge with anyone.i realize that life is to short and you must embrace things as they come.i cannot sit here and dwell on the past and what i should/should not have done/said.
My life at this point is very different from how it was a bout a year ago but that doesnt necissarilly mean it is bad,just different.and im going to embrace it as each day comes.
to all of you.please take some time very soon to hug the ones you love.especially your parents.and when you hug them let them know that you mean it and it is not just some gesture of acknowledgement.let people in your life know that you appreciate and cherish them.trust me it will be worht it in the end.If i could do it all over again i would have sat in my dads lap one last time and given him the biggest hug i could bring from inside of me and told him i appreciated him as a human being and a father.no one is perfect. you cannot expect them to be.
So go right now and hug your parents and loved ones.dont EVER miss an oppurtunity to let people know that you love them.
To everyone i have come into contact with these past couple of years and to everyone who reads this,no matter what terms we are on,and no matter how you feel about me, i want you to know that I LOVE EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU.
I am not sure of what to think about things lately.I put my fathers ashes into the water yesterday and as i let go i let go of alot of other things going on in my life too.i dont want to have drama or a grudge with anyone.i realize that life is to short and you must embrace things as they come.i cannot sit here and dwell on the past and what i should/should not have done/said.
My life at this point is very different from how it was a bout a year ago but that doesnt necissarilly mean it is bad,just different.and im going to embrace it as each day comes.
to all of you.please take some time very soon to hug the ones you love.especially your parents.and when you hug them let them know that you mean it and it is not just some gesture of acknowledgement.let people in your life know that you appreciate and cherish them.trust me it will be worht it in the end.If i could do it all over again i would have sat in my dads lap one last time and given him the biggest hug i could bring from inside of me and told him i appreciated him as a human being and a father.no one is perfect. you cannot expect them to be.
So go right now and hug your parents and loved ones.dont EVER miss an oppurtunity to let people know that you love them.
To everyone i have come into contact with these past couple of years and to everyone who reads this,no matter what terms we are on,and no matter how you feel about me, i want you to know that I LOVE EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU.