heart problems
im bored..im sitting at my mom's with my trusty heart monitor..damnit..i had to make it record my heart once agian..so that means i get to enjoy the noise of it sending my ekg over the phone..loud high pitched noises for about 20 minutes..crazy how far technology has came..after i press the record button 4 times i just call a number they ask me some question than i place the phone against the monitor and it makes some noises and their computer draws out the ekg..today was a joy..i passed out when they were taking blood in the doctors office..she stuck me..missed the vain..so she was "fishing" for it for about 5 minutes..then my mom said look at him..and then the nurse goes ohh shit he is white..and i said im passing out then bam i was out...next thing i know 3 nurses have me pinned up agianst the chair..asking me questions and shaking me..my mom said i was really shitty with them but i dont remember much..i remember i said im going..and they kept saying stay with us..everytime i would drift off they would shake me back..so they had to pick me up and take me to another room to lay me down..the nurse picks me up and says holy shit he is a big boy...her head was in my chest..so they helped me walk to the next room..and then i started coming around..just to have the same lady take my blood agian..fun fun..so i have this cool monitor for a 2 weeks..joy..my heart rate is 53..normal persons runs 80..i have a breathing thing that feels my heart with air to top it off..my lower and top heart dont carry a beat..they cant time each other to well..they wouldnt make the color gaurd..but dont take this as bitching..despite all of this..life is good..i have great friends(even though i cant see them alot, i know we will always be there for each other)my family is always behind me and making sure im alright..and overall Im with the love of my life and we spent an amazing v-day..plus we have the same 11:11 wishes and long term goals..i couldnt ask for anything more..no matter how bad somethings get..you have to take a look back and realize how good you really have it..we have it good