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Alex has been so incredibly good to me lately.
I love him so so much.
I went to my doctor yesterday and got perscribed different medications.
I just dont feel like myself lately. Im so off track and away from god.
I feel terrible. I miss ali so so much. I talked to her last night and
I started crying because I realized how much I really miss her and need her
in my life. She really is my backbone. She made me the person I am today
and without her being around lately I have fallen to pieces. Ive got to get
everything together. School cannot slip away from me. IT CANNOT.
Tomorrow I have a math and a human growth test that I didnt do on tuesday
because Im a sucky student and did not go to school. I cannot miss anymore
days this semester. This is it. Ive got to get my head back in the game.
So this is me getting my shit together and not slacking or over eating anymore.
I need this. I want this. I have to do it.
Work at 5. Then more studying.
I love him so so much.
I went to my doctor yesterday and got perscribed different medications.
I just dont feel like myself lately. Im so off track and away from god.
I feel terrible. I miss ali so so much. I talked to her last night and
I started crying because I realized how much I really miss her and need her
in my life. She really is my backbone. She made me the person I am today
and without her being around lately I have fallen to pieces. Ive got to get
everything together. School cannot slip away from me. IT CANNOT.
Tomorrow I have a math and a human growth test that I didnt do on tuesday
because Im a sucky student and did not go to school. I cannot miss anymore
days this semester. This is it. Ive got to get my head back in the game.
So this is me getting my shit together and not slacking or over eating anymore.
I need this. I want this. I have to do it.
Work at 5. Then more studying.