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I just cant stay motivated in school for the life of me.
Ugh. I feel like I just need a break, but I cant.
I go year round. NON stop. Im just over it.
I still have like 10 years left. Wtf am I supposed
to do? :\
I have no choice. I have to do this. I pray to god all
the time asking him to help me stay motivated. I know
how much school means, but right now Im just so over it.
Summer courses are the worst. My english class is from 12-2:45.
Seriously, wtf? Its terrible. I fight to keep my eyes open.
Im about to leave to go to my second class. Its from 6-8:40.
WHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHYYYYYY!?
Krystins 22nd birthday is tonight. Alex, Ali and I are going :]
I get to show Alex my "old" life I guess you could say lol.
This night should be interesting. I hope I get real drunk before hand.
I wanna smoke a blunt really bad. I guess I should have never said I was
quitting because I know I will never QUIT. I will always smoke from time
to time. I just wont smoke the way I used to. No where near the way I used to.
I went shopping last night for a few outfits. Im a size 3. I cant believe it. Im 119 lbs.
I never dreamed I would be this small again. Im so happy, and proud of myself. I love when people see me that havent seen me in a long time. They dont reconize me! Haha its great.
I guess I should be doing math right now....but I DONT WANNA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ugh. I feel like I just need a break, but I cant.
I go year round. NON stop. Im just over it.
I still have like 10 years left. Wtf am I supposed
to do? :\
I have no choice. I have to do this. I pray to god all
the time asking him to help me stay motivated. I know
how much school means, but right now Im just so over it.
Summer courses are the worst. My english class is from 12-2:45.
Seriously, wtf? Its terrible. I fight to keep my eyes open.
Im about to leave to go to my second class. Its from 6-8:40.
WHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHYYYYYY!?
Krystins 22nd birthday is tonight. Alex, Ali and I are going :]
I get to show Alex my "old" life I guess you could say lol.
This night should be interesting. I hope I get real drunk before hand.
I wanna smoke a blunt really bad. I guess I should have never said I was
quitting because I know I will never QUIT. I will always smoke from time
to time. I just wont smoke the way I used to. No where near the way I used to.
I went shopping last night for a few outfits. Im a size 3. I cant believe it. Im 119 lbs.
I never dreamed I would be this small again. Im so happy, and proud of myself. I love when people see me that havent seen me in a long time. They dont reconize me! Haha its great.
I guess I should be doing math right now....but I DONT WANNA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!