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i'm alive.
Life has had it's ups and downs lately.
moms been in st. louis since the end of july having her knees replaced, so ive kinda had to just be on my own without anyone. I feel like Ive grown up a lot in the past 3 months too. Im more responsible. I do everything myself. I feel like im pretty much grown up minus the fact that I dont have my "real" job yet. I give myself 15 years before Im sitting on a nice stack. I want it.
I want to do it so bad. I want a lot of money. So I have to make it. I have no choice because I can't live like this my whole life. Nope. I want nice things, and a nice house, and nice cars.
thank god psychiatrists get paid good. :]
Schools good. This term has been pie so far. and were half way through the term. I have a+ in both of my classes. I got my school money and bought a computer. I got everything I needed for it too, to get me through college. I just need someone to help install and hook everything up for me!
Well all I do is work and go to school and smoke. Im not into partying or drinking or pill poppin anymore. I cut those fake friendships out of my life as well. its just not my thing. I was just being selfish. drinking and driving, taking pills sometimes. Just immature bullshit. and then I realized I have way too many people who care about me. I will never, ever drink and drive again. I went to a party and I was the last person to see a girl who ended up dying that night. She was drunk. And she, like me was an only child. And her mom was single as well....she was basically all her mom had. When I heard what had happened I realized I dont want my mom to receive that phone call. I love my mom more than anyone in this entire world. She is the most genuine person I think there ever was to walk this planet. I love her. and I cant wait until Oct 8th when she comes home!
Spike got his hair cut. It looks cute. I got my hurr did too. Rod fucked it up though! Im getting it fixed monday. Thank goodness! Im blue! haha in some spots anyway. But I'll leave with this.
cute ain't it? ;]
Life has had it's ups and downs lately.
moms been in st. louis since the end of july having her knees replaced, so ive kinda had to just be on my own without anyone. I feel like Ive grown up a lot in the past 3 months too. Im more responsible. I do everything myself. I feel like im pretty much grown up minus the fact that I dont have my "real" job yet. I give myself 15 years before Im sitting on a nice stack. I want it.
I want to do it so bad. I want a lot of money. So I have to make it. I have no choice because I can't live like this my whole life. Nope. I want nice things, and a nice house, and nice cars.
thank god psychiatrists get paid good. :]
Schools good. This term has been pie so far. and were half way through the term. I have a+ in both of my classes. I got my school money and bought a computer. I got everything I needed for it too, to get me through college. I just need someone to help install and hook everything up for me!
Well all I do is work and go to school and smoke. Im not into partying or drinking or pill poppin anymore. I cut those fake friendships out of my life as well. its just not my thing. I was just being selfish. drinking and driving, taking pills sometimes. Just immature bullshit. and then I realized I have way too many people who care about me. I will never, ever drink and drive again. I went to a party and I was the last person to see a girl who ended up dying that night. She was drunk. And she, like me was an only child. And her mom was single as well....she was basically all her mom had. When I heard what had happened I realized I dont want my mom to receive that phone call. I love my mom more than anyone in this entire world. She is the most genuine person I think there ever was to walk this planet. I love her. and I cant wait until Oct 8th when she comes home!
Spike got his hair cut. It looks cute. I got my hurr did too. Rod fucked it up though! Im getting it fixed monday. Thank goodness! Im blue! haha in some spots anyway. But I'll leave with this.
cute ain't it? ;]