"split myself into two. split myself into you..."

[xsimplexwishesx]

i dropped to my knees in the driveway and stared through my burning tears into the cold night sky. i was lost in my heart and feared i was losing my mind. i was trying to comfort myself. just a silent reassurance would have sufficed. but insteadi was screaming your name. thank God no one else was around. i've never been such a mess as i was that day. that day that i lost you and knew that you would never return. and so long after that i tried to stand up and walk on my own, but i was so used to having you there. i couldn't do anything alone anymore. having another person had become more than just a comfort. you seemed to fit. you were just what i needed. but i was stupid. and i've lost it now. never to walk again.

<3
.xashley