Jun 30, 2004 16:03
wow... i haven't updated in awhile... i've been actually busy lol.
i went to becca's party. it was awesome! i got her sponge bob sandels and socks. wasn't much so i hope she liked it! and oh oh! funny card too! you had to be there! hahaha. um nichole slept over that night and we hung out and talked. keith and joe were supposed to hang out but that kind of went to shit haha... all i have to say is "beachwood blvd isn't safe."
um the next morning i made waffles with nicholes helpy helper self lol. and we brought them to joeys house. (hope they were good enough guys) and yea... umm "hung out" and stuff. then we left and nichole went home. then me, joey, keith, and sean all hung out at joeys house. it was cool. keith scared me with the mask (see joeys journal for the pic.) and then i went home and stuff... uhh i forget what i did after that... hmm monday idk what i did lol. oh yea...
then monday i hung out with my sister sarah and joey went over her house. he slept over too. um no pun intended hhaa... then we went to six flags together. it was awesome. we went on a lot of roller coasters and junk. and yea! and then today keith and joey came over and stuff and joey made me "bangin" french toast! haha! bangin... awesome. lol. and yea.. then they left and now i'm here. yep.
i have such an exciting life lol. not really.
i called my mom kinda crying because idk.... i got really sad all of a sudden. it was pretty odd. and she was like oh is it cause of the wedding and i was like no i just don't know what it is. so we are going to talk when she gets home. we haven't talked in a really long time. i just need to get some stuff out in the open. i'm tired of keeping everything in.
on that note.... i really really like this "guy" who happens to have a gf. he's had this gf for a pretty long time now. i've like him for close to a year now. i think it's time i just moved on though. there's no sense in trying. i know he doesn't like me anyways so its like... idk. i really really like him though. i'm going to take joeys advice though. he makes a lot of sense. i will always have a thing for him but i just want to move on. i do kind of like someone else but i'll see about that one... idk anymore. im just at a point in my life where i'm having fun. a lot of fun. and i actually have friends that care. not people who are there because it's "convienent for them" if you know what i'm saying. but we will see how everything turns out. hopefully for the best.
that's about it for now... i'll update another day.
*melody*