Mar 31, 2004 17:35
past few days have blown. majorly. people saying shit indirectly but directly about you doesnt help either.
no paaaasta(lol) party for me today. my mom said no i have to babysit. o joy.
holly got braces today (lmao) i thought i looked retarded when i got mine. lol. haha...
today i went to lunch with bob and cory. they are good lunch partners. its very calm and nothing bad happens. i can relax and not have to worry about anything. they are cool people...
i wish people would just get out what they had to say to me. not just saying it to other people. if we have a problem.. we should talk about it. not everyone else minus me. idk.. confuzzeled about that junk.
my mom is worried about me not getting enough protien. today i almost threw up after only two laps. i didnt want to seem weak but i also didnt want to throw up all over cecille. lol. so i walked over and told her. i dont want her to think im a quiter, cause im not. my stomache just hates me now. i couldnt even really eat today. it sucked. and then yea.. every day now when i wake up im so tired. even if i go to bed really early. and my eyes have huge bags under them which isnt normal. so i have to put powder under my eyes so it doesnt look bad. so now i have to start getting vitamin stuff everyday. more pills wooo..
well im going to get going cause i need to lay down or something.
-molly-