deceit and frivolity (is that a word?)
you know it's a good 'how to' book when "how to outsmart pirates" and "how to deliver a baby" are right next to each other.
i feel like i should be more depressed but i don't think its really sunk in yet that in less than a year i'll be starting over. i still have no idea what i want to do with my life and i feel like everyone i know already has their 5-year plan in motion. i can't even make a 5-hour plan that goes right. i don't know what college i'm going to transfer to or where i'm going to live or what i'm going to do with my life. and it's weird that i have no sense of security but at least i know that. at least i'm not lying to myself. right?
i feel like i should be more depressed but i don't think its really sunk in yet that in less than a year i'll be starting over. i still have no idea what i want to do with my life and i feel like everyone i know already has their 5-year plan in motion. i can't even make a 5-hour plan that goes right. i don't know what college i'm going to transfer to or where i'm going to live or what i'm going to do with my life. and it's weird that i have no sense of security but at least i know that. at least i'm not lying to myself. right?