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Recently i have felt like there is something wrong with me but i could never figure it out. I am happy with who i am but there has been something eating at me and today i think i know what it is. I feel like i am a jackass lol. I mean, i feel like i am not as nice as i used to be...like, sweet and caring i guess. I know i am mean to certain people on purpose but that doesnt really bother me. I cant think of anything that i have done really to be a jackass to anyone but i feel like it for some reason. One reason might be that i am more "popular" than i used to be and part of me probably associates popularity with the word jackass lol. I know that i can be a sweet guy and most of the time i am nice to almost everyone. Hopefully this passes because i dont like not liking who i am...even if it is a feint image in my mind. I wonder what people i communicate with think....i know people say it shouldnt matter but it does matter to me if people act like they like me but think i am an arrogant jackass. Fuck if i know. Maybe i am thinking to hard about things again.
Her smile is one of the most beautiful things in the world.
micah <3
now i have to go to work...:(
Damn i am contemplative a lot.
Her smile is one of the most beautiful things in the world.
micah <3
now i have to go to work...:(
Damn i am contemplative a lot.