May 06, 2004 15:08
first of all...how did everyone and their mother find out about this journal?? it doesnt bother me i just wanted to know. k maybe it does bother me a little bit...
yesterday was pretty interesting. my mother got me the job application from watson's and trevor came over and helped me fill it out and shiznit...then we went to java jitters. the cute boy was working and trevor's friend who he hasn't seen in a while was there so we stayed and hung out a little bit. i dont really think the cute boy is as cute as i thought he was. aside from the way he dresses and the music he listens to, he has kinda messed up teeth. but he does have really pretty blue eyes. im not quite sure if he's too skinny or not yet. its hard to tell with his sweatshirt on. ever since i met spencer i am totally not attracted to skinny guys that much anymore. its weird because i used to be way into them...brandon sanders, mark barney, roger, just like a bunch of them and now its just like christ gets some fucking meat on your bones.
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looks like another day of procrastination as far as homework and job applications go. someone needs to slap me in the face. leave it to me to take 7th period off so i could come home and write my speech and then stay on my computer until all hours of the night and end up saying fuck the speech anyway. k im promising myself thats not going to happen this time.
Oh. My. Fucking. God. i cant believe i missed the SEASON FINALE of the O.C. last night. how pathetic am i. ive been watching that show since the beginning and jaron comes over and i miss it? something is definately not right there. im so pissed. i swear to god there better be a repeat.
why is that i get stuck with the impossible task of trying to find a cute boy...why cant a cute boy come to ME? one who doesn't live 9 hours away:(.
Sometimes i wish i had never met spencer in the first place...
that way i wouldnt have to know what perfect meant.