I'm just a face in the crowd:Nothing to worry about
I slipped up. I tried to so fucking hard and went a really long time...or at least it seemed like a really long time, it seemed like decades.
So I may have went a little overboard. Usually when I go any deeper than the usual I panic or am able to stop myself. But this time I just kept going and going. When I looked down I noticed that I had dropped the razor blade and where did it land? Inside my leg. They bled throughout the night, most likely from me moving around so much. I think I finally got it under control though. The bleeding that is. Everything else is a whole different story.
I'm angry at myself, I'm so fucking pissed that I screwed up but all I want is to do it again..and again and again and again. Fuck, it's overwhelming everything in my life. I can't balance things out anymore.
So I may have went a little overboard. Usually when I go any deeper than the usual I panic or am able to stop myself. But this time I just kept going and going. When I looked down I noticed that I had dropped the razor blade and where did it land? Inside my leg. They bled throughout the night, most likely from me moving around so much. I think I finally got it under control though. The bleeding that is. Everything else is a whole different story.
I'm angry at myself, I'm so fucking pissed that I screwed up but all I want is to do it again..and again and again and again. Fuck, it's overwhelming everything in my life. I can't balance things out anymore.