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[xsillyxsadnessx]

i remember the times that i knew who i was. those times are further away than ever, but at the same time i am begining to see who i am and who i am now becoming. i have changed in the past two weeks, more than i could have ever imagined. i am starting to understand things, understand people, understand life. in an odd sort of way, but i do.

Comments

[notenoughsocks]

I heart/miss you.

If they have any Scarling patches or stickers at the concert, I'll get you one. Or a pin. Something.

This hasn't anything to do w/ your post but I'm just curious. How were the shrooms? Did you have fun? I'll be having Absinthe soon.

[drroygbiv]

hey jordan its a good thing your getting your life straight BTW, that word "mehee"? who made that up. if i remember correctly it was you right i was just making sure i didnt ever make up any such word... block me again before posting you fucking bitch

[xsillyxsadnessx]

i dont use that word any longer.

hahaha

[hooligan64]

thats good. its been nice since you dissapeared. by the way i love the entry, way to make yourself look so goddamned noble after what you did to us. youll never change, and even if you do, youll still be a horrible person to all of us who knew you and loved you. in the end you will reap what you sew, maybe not now, but someday. you ere closest to me of anybody, its unhuman what ou can do to someone that has done nothing but love you and try to help you. you always talked about going to hell, it seems no one can save you. just know that throuhg all your shit and complaining.... i was there. you ruined the only thing you had. i hope no one will love you the way i once did. you were such a waiste of my life... youre dead to me...

Re: hahaha

[notenoughsocks]

You'll be happy to hear that Jordan feels shittier than you could possibly imagine and she regrets everything that happened. From what I've heard, you've yelled at her several times, so posting a comment on a journal she can't even access anymore is a little superfluous. And yes, you have MORE than enough reason to be upset and I can understand how you want her to feel (if at all possible) shittier than she already does. But in all honesty, it would be best for everyone involved if you both dropped the subject completely and lost all ties. From my own experience, if the two of you continue batting insults and past flaws back and forth, it'll only cause more stress and heartache where it is not needed.

And Jordan did not ruin the only thing she had. She still and will always have me and no one could possibly love her more than I.

[abortedxfetus]

Jordan,
I love you hun. I am home now. You call soon. Promise? GOOD!

[kayseeroxs]

you know everyone makes mistakes and you become a better person for moving on from it but being bitter and leaving nasty comments on people live journal is stupid and immature ...jordan is happy without u she realized what a type of person you where, it takes two to tango

[hooligan64]

thats sooo funny. since she was the one who lied to me and my boyfriend, and then admitted she liked him and was trying to get with him....yea i guess that makes me the stupid and immature one right? yea...if only you knew the whole story, but jordan is a liar so i wouldnt expect you to know the truth. i find it really funny that the people she used to hate and talk shit about are now the only people defending her...hehe she'll use you too...just wait..

[xsillyxsadnessx]

i never said i was trying to get with him. that was never my intentions. i told you that. kaysee knows the entire truth.