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[xsillygrrl]

I don't know if I can handle one more week of waiting, if not more, to find out.

I don't know if I can handle possibly hearing no (please, God, don't let them say no)

I don't know if I could handle having to go through this several times more

I do know that I can handle them saying yes

I do know that I could handle kicking ass there

Cross your fingers, I need this!