The bittersweet taste of your kiss, it's all more than I can resist
WOO. another update, since I felt like it.
Well, good news, or maybe I should say good idea. My baby and I went to Stanfield's today. Later on, we ended up talking about getting a 4-5 bedroom house in Greensboro. Matt and I having our own room, and everyone else having theirs. Their band would be able to practice, and we'd have a place to stay. I haven't met Tim and I think his name was Charlie, but I know it's cool hanging around Chris, so I'm sure it'd be no problem. Funny thing is, I don't feel like I have to put forth an effort for Chris to like me. Just like I've gotten to be around Matt (Murphy), it's just hanging with a friend. Before, with Jen and Jill for example, I felt like I had to be funny and try and act like they did in order for them to like me. Whether or not they expected it isn't the case. I still felt that way, and I guess that isn't what friendship is about. Certain people click and others don't, and obviously, I didn't click with them. Whatever. I still have a small amount of friends, but I'm happy with them. At least I'm accepted for who I am and not something I'm trying to be. 4 more days till I'm out of Subway. OH YES. I also only have about 2 weeks till my piano recital. I'm ready, so I have no problem with it, just got to get used to being up in front of people again. At least it's only one piece this time.
Things feel really good right now. I don't know what it was, but something about the way Matt and I were saying goodbye... everything felt so right. I felt happy and at peace with everything. Walking away from him, I had a huge smile on my face and loving him more with every step I took. Chris asked us about the promise rings, and it reminded me that it was Matt's idea. That proves even more that he truly loves me. He wanted a ring to show to me that he is to marry me one day. It shows other girls that he is taken. Like I said earlier... I have the best boyfriend ever and I wouldn't trade him for anyone in the world.
I love you, baby, more than words could say.
Well, good news, or maybe I should say good idea. My baby and I went to Stanfield's today. Later on, we ended up talking about getting a 4-5 bedroom house in Greensboro. Matt and I having our own room, and everyone else having theirs. Their band would be able to practice, and we'd have a place to stay. I haven't met Tim and I think his name was Charlie, but I know it's cool hanging around Chris, so I'm sure it'd be no problem. Funny thing is, I don't feel like I have to put forth an effort for Chris to like me. Just like I've gotten to be around Matt (Murphy), it's just hanging with a friend. Before, with Jen and Jill for example, I felt like I had to be funny and try and act like they did in order for them to like me. Whether or not they expected it isn't the case. I still felt that way, and I guess that isn't what friendship is about. Certain people click and others don't, and obviously, I didn't click with them. Whatever. I still have a small amount of friends, but I'm happy with them. At least I'm accepted for who I am and not something I'm trying to be. 4 more days till I'm out of Subway. OH YES. I also only have about 2 weeks till my piano recital. I'm ready, so I have no problem with it, just got to get used to being up in front of people again. At least it's only one piece this time.
Things feel really good right now. I don't know what it was, but something about the way Matt and I were saying goodbye... everything felt so right. I felt happy and at peace with everything. Walking away from him, I had a huge smile on my face and loving him more with every step I took. Chris asked us about the promise rings, and it reminded me that it was Matt's idea. That proves even more that he truly loves me. He wanted a ring to show to me that he is to marry me one day. It shows other girls that he is taken. Like I said earlier... I have the best boyfriend ever and I wouldn't trade him for anyone in the world.
I love you, baby, more than words could say.