Apr 12, 2006 02:56
Wow. So it's 3 in the morning.
I haven't stayed up this late in a while... not since around New Year's anyways.
Obviously, something is on my mind, because that is usually the case if I'm staying up. It's either that or I'm finally getting back on my schedule. I have more energy this way anyways. I'm not complaining.
I've been thinking so much about my baby today. I can't really put anything into words because there were so many different thoughts. There are so many things with him that I am happy about. I am ready to share my life with him, and be devoted to him. I mean it when I say he is everything to me. I've never felt so strongly about anything. I know this is it, and I know he is the one. I will always be by his side. My love for you is endless, darling. You have my heart and soul for eternity. You have me, darling.
my soul to you....
i love you.
you know what i love the most about you....
knowing you feel this way...
I love you... in more ways than I can possibly say. You've done so much for me over the past half-year than I ever thought was possible. I can never thank you enough. I've never had someone love me for who I was, so damn much, in my life. I love you for being there when I was down about anything. I love you for holding me in your arms when I felt that way. I love you for liking what I like and never objecting to things I do or say. I love you for defying your mother for me. I love you for taking things I introduce you to and loving them to death. I love you for being everything I've ever needed and ever will need in the future. I am the happiest I've ever been in my 18 years of living because of you... and I will never feel anything other than happiness whenever I'm around you. You are everything to me..... everything. You fill in the places of everything I'm not. You make me whole. I love you for making my life easier to go through everyday. The thought of you keeps me going no matter what happens. I love you because of all the little things you do... the way you giggle kills me. The little lines on your face and that little mole on your mouth. Your cute little nose. Your soft beautiful hair. I love you more than I thought I could ever love anyone... ever. I love you because you changed me. I'm so glad you changed me. I'm glad you broke through. I love you more then ever right now. I love you more today than I did yesterday... and I will love you more tomorrow than I did today.
Everything you do kills me.
You make me Tiera. I love you Tiera Kazar.
-- Matt "I've needed to say that ^stuff^ for a long time" Shermer
[September 27, 2005]